december blog entries

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i wasnt going to write buttt I GOT MY ESSAY (maybe) DONE IN ONLY 3 HOURS!! THATS AN INSANE RECORD FOR ME!! and its due friday so im goinf to go to a writinf tutor and ask what I should do to polish it! i really need a good grade on it (i am a dummy who came to class 10 minutes late multiple times and had no idea it would count as an absent so now my grade is rlly bad...).
whats even better is that i procastinated all day cuz i so soooo scared to work on it cuz i thought it was going to take me a long time like usually... but nope~~ 3 HOURS!!! i am so excited for school to be over!! now that ive written this essay it feels like i can breath again its amazzinnggg!!~~♡ but i am a lil stressed cuz i work tmr when i wasnt supposed to and i have to deposit this check and i amm sooo scared to cuz i dont like the ppl at the bank... pray for me besties!♡
also i am very happy cuz i drew new sprite art for my milgram ocs~ i thought i would feel guilter cuz i thought i wasnt going to finish my essay but I FINISHED I FINISHED. DID YOU KNOW I FINISHED MY ESSAY?
also i dont like muship as much anymore... the tiktok account really fucked up my relationship with his music somehow LMAOOO... byebye fixation... 5 years down the drain sigh... i'll miss you...
OH I WATCHED A LOT OF SHOWS THIS PAST WEEK! i watched eyewitness (i dont recommend it.. i only watched it for the boy on boy action...), heated rivarly (I LOVE GAY SEX!) and yellowjackets! i am currently on s3 of it, but i am having a hard time finding a way to watch the show legally:<
sigh. anyways. ily guys♡

HELLO WORLD! it is i again, josephine (not my name)! happy december! wow its been too long... i am ignoring my schoolwork as usual~ i was going to work on it this week i swear!! but.. ehe... got distracted~~~
got really fixated on my muship tiktok account! and then deleted it after one of my videos blew up and i kept getting mad at 14 year olds. not very good for my mental health, yk?
and i recently started this show called eyewitness! well, im actually about to finish it (i hsve 2 episodes left) and its god awful but i need to see how it ends😭 and i also wanna see some gay sex action so...
and i just back from watching the new fnaf movie with some friends while writing this! it was not good. but i love fnaf so i dont really care! though my cousin was mad at me cuz i kept talking during the movie. how are you going to bring an autistic teen to watch the fnaf movie and not expect them to talk about every little detail?! yes i know im in the wrong but i really dont care! i dont like my cousin that much anyways.